Perhaps...said he...
Homosexuals are so corruptible because they each of them suffer a lack of character.
And what's more...he offered...
That lack of character is directly related to the real epidemic that they have faced from time immemorial...Lying.
You see...leaning in...
In those most formative years, when human consciousness is designed to expand, when even the human brain leaps forward in development through adolescence, he retreats within as a means of self preservation.
He becomes...leaning back....
Adroit in diversion, clever at camouflage and skilled in manipulation. In the end a stranger first and foremost to himself.
He then...waving a hand....
Often migrates from home to the anonimity of some Gotham. He does well with animals and usually involves himself in the arts or more rarely a career in compassion, such as Social Service or Education.
He is...tightening his gaze...
Often a Jew (Or at some point in his life imagines himself to be) And therefore doubly disenfranchised in his own mind.
His desire...staring off...
Sublimated for the most part to the heightened fantasies played out on stage, or paper or canvas.
But when it does...re-establishing eye contact...
Manifest itself, the desire that is, does so explosively, unnoticed in the crowds, witnessed only by the mute.
And ultimately...lowering his gaze...
Is his undoing.
Sad then...sighing...
That this world wide fraternity of men is so unwilling, or rather incapable of uplifting itself. The bitterness of solitude, real and absolute solitude, robs one of the ability to communicate freely regarding emotional experience. The price of loneliness, self imposed, is misanthropy.
Until...breathing deep...
The greater 'community' comes to terms with this truth and creates a system of support to heal these ancient psychic wounds there is very little hope for the betterment of the lot of the modern homosexual.
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i mean...i guess.i dunno.
this...touches me to the point of confusion.
Posted by: slopebacked | April 08, 2008 at 08:28 PM
Jimmy, that is just fuckin' beautiful ... I'm glad, on a whim, I typed in this old address .... I hope you're doing well.
kid kiggins
Posted by: jethro.... back from the dead.... | April 15, 2008 at 10:08 PM